Its 4:30 in the morning,i have been in bed since 2 but i still couldnt sleep,i keep on thinking and srill keep on thinking,its on my mind.You know it feels amazing when you are out with friends and a guy flirts with you that is amazing,it really is,it makes you feel so pretty so attractive,kind of like the best,but you must always remember nobody is perfect.
This is so out of what i was writting but its a tiny thing,i have held in my heart,but now i shall express it.
I always thought i was the prettiest,of all the girls i knew,my friends,my cousins,but i have been through moments where i realizes not everything is about me,for example one day,
It was dark,the sky was,the lights filled the sky,people all dressed up in coloured clothes going around ringing people`s doors,it is kind of similar to halloween,but it is celebrated by muslims.Me and Ameena were all dressed up,make up and ofcourse i had to put on the red lipstick,i dont know why i actually felt it made me attractive,and i always wanted to seek attention,well i shall admit it i am an attention seeker.
We walked around,laughing loudly,acting weirdly and mostly gossiping,we usually zig-zaged on roads across cars and everything we found entertaining,Ameena hated Samah.Samah is my friend,well kind off close or supposed to be,Samah called us asking us to go to her grandmothers house to pick her up as her grandmother wanted to see us before enabling her to leave,so as we reached the half way through we got lost,so we caled Samah a couple of times but she never answered and when Ameena called her she picked up and she told Ameena a sentence that made her hate Samah alot,and whine about it all the time how we crossed all this way and everything.
Samah kept on reapeting it,*sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*
She kept on repeating it on and on,but it was ok i could feel her too,i just wanted to called Samah and go like why didnt you tell us before making us cross all this place and come to you,but i knew she wasnt worth it,we walked and walked and guys staring and flirting and commenting,more than 5 people tried to hit us off with their cars,but it was fun.
While walking around we met Mustafa my cousin,me and Ameena agreed that Mustafa is the cutest guy we ever saw alive,he had a cute face and 2 amazingly deep cheek dimples and one deep chin dimples,he had an amazing body and was athletic,we met and talked and then went walking again and that was when we saw him,he was on the road giving out food,and (we stood their with our mouths wide open,an expression)
he was amazingly handsome,but we didnt know him nor did we know (that we later on found out,he was Mustafa`s cousin).We looked at him and he looked at us,i felt him staring at me and i thought wow he of course likes me.We accidently bumped to Mustafa again and then we walked around,we spent an amazing time with him and me and him became close again,we passed that guy once again and he stared at us,some people went to Mustafa and annoyed him telling him,that he was walking with us and they liked us,but that dude,told Mustafa something that change my life and and my self theory,he told Mustafa that he liked Ameena alot that shocked me at first,i was like there must be some kind of mistake but i accepted it,i loved Ameena to much,and i do admit it she is hot and attractive,and i was just to self believing,beauty isnt mostly in the looks ;)
And after writting this,i do admit i do feel alot better and one thing ill say Ameena I LOVE YOU LOADZ <3
This is so out of what i was writting but its a tiny thing,i have held in my heart,but now i shall express it.
I always thought i was the prettiest,of all the girls i knew,my friends,my cousins,but i have been through moments where i realizes not everything is about me,for example one day,
It was dark,the sky was,the lights filled the sky,people all dressed up in coloured clothes going around ringing people`s doors,it is kind of similar to halloween,but it is celebrated by muslims.Me and Ameena were all dressed up,make up and ofcourse i had to put on the red lipstick,i dont know why i actually felt it made me attractive,and i always wanted to seek attention,well i shall admit it i am an attention seeker.
We walked around,laughing loudly,acting weirdly and mostly gossiping,we usually zig-zaged on roads across cars and everything we found entertaining,Ameena hated Samah.Samah is my friend,well kind off close or supposed to be,Samah called us asking us to go to her grandmothers house to pick her up as her grandmother wanted to see us before enabling her to leave,so as we reached the half way through we got lost,so we caled Samah a couple of times but she never answered and when Ameena called her she picked up and she told Ameena a sentence that made her hate Samah alot,and whine about it all the time how we crossed all this way and everything.
Samah kept on reapeting it,*sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now* *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*
She kept on repeating it on and on,but it was ok i could feel her too,i just wanted to called Samah and go like why didnt you tell us before making us cross all this place and come to you,but i knew she wasnt worth it,we walked and walked and guys staring and flirting and commenting,more than 5 people tried to hit us off with their cars,but it was fun.
While walking around we met Mustafa my cousin,me and Ameena agreed that Mustafa is the cutest guy we ever saw alive,he had a cute face and 2 amazingly deep cheek dimples and one deep chin dimples,he had an amazing body and was athletic,we met and talked and then went walking again and that was when we saw him,he was on the road giving out food,and (we stood their with our mouths wide open,an expression)
he was amazingly handsome,but we didnt know him nor did we know (that we later on found out,he was Mustafa`s cousin).We looked at him and he looked at us,i felt him staring at me and i thought wow he of course likes me.We accidently bumped to Mustafa again and then we walked around,we spent an amazing time with him and me and him became close again,we passed that guy once again and he stared at us,some people went to Mustafa and annoyed him telling him,that he was walking with us and they liked us,but that dude,told Mustafa something that change my life and and my self theory,he told Mustafa that he liked Ameena alot that shocked me at first,i was like there must be some kind of mistake but i accepted it,i loved Ameena to much,and i do admit it she is hot and attractive,and i was just to self believing,beauty isnt mostly in the looks ;)
And after writting this,i do admit i do feel alot better and one thing ill say Ameena I LOVE YOU LOADZ <3
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