It was 2:15 pm,i left the gates of school with Muneera. Muneera isnt what we call of a best friends,we are just buddies (well she actually was a nerd).We were discussing our biology project and that was when i saw him,he was there standing with those glasses on his eyes,i think he didnt notice me but i surely did,i stood there staring at him,till Muneera went lyk *MARIIINAAA!! ANSWER ME!!* she looked pissed.
I hugged her and told her i shall call her later,and moved on,i walked and walked and made sure i was a distant from him,but i made sure i could still see him..
Thoughts started running through my mind,they were weird,so many of them so confusing so depressing so embaressing,but when i saw a little girl and a little boy running to him and hugging him,it all changed,and i thought,*why havent i ever seen him here before?Did i see him but never notice him!,i was filled with thoughts,and questions*the kids enterred his car and they left,i stood there thinking about him and everything.
Till Badhoor came,and i left home.I did call Muneera and went over to her place,for a whole week,till Thursday when we finished the project.Everyday i would see him and do the same,same scene,i didnt know why but seeing him made me comfortable and made me smile,it actually made me happy,he was very mysterious but i couldn't hide how happy it made me feel.
2:10, 2:11, 2:12, 2:13, 2:14. 2:15,*BELLSS!!*
Me : *BREATHES IN,BREATHES OUT!!*
Ameena : *Yalla,you got to do it*
So, i keep on breathing in and out,but i was so nervous,i left the school gates,and approached his car,today he was sitting inside the car,i approached it and got close to the window,wanting to knock so here i go,i thought and knocked the window,giving a big smile,that awkward smile with all my teeth shown,damn im a freak,but then i noticed it,it was a text it was in arabic, but it said something like,
*BABY!!I MISSS YEWW!! LONG TYM I DIDNT SEE YEW,WER HAVE YOU BEEN* and struff like that,i read it,and then just turned around,tears filled my eyes,
*So he was playing on me,a normal guy thing,and im the stupid one wanting to talk to him after all this time,no and im running after a guy soo cool,wow!!* i thought and thought and kept on thinking i reached home and called Ameena and updated her with everything,
*what a jerk*she amplied.
She came over to my house,and we stayed together i did cry a bit,but she made me smile,i loved her alot she is always there by my side.
I didnt go to school for a couple of days,i just stayed home,but on wednesday as i was watching Titanic for the 2013849373939 time,i got a thought,*why am i acting,depressed,it isnt like he was my boyfriend or anything,he is just a guy,there are many around us,better than him,and they actually would care about me,i shoudlnt act like this,im not only hurting myself but the people i love too*
I hugged her and told her i shall call her later,and moved on,i walked and walked and made sure i was a distant from him,but i made sure i could still see him..
Thoughts started running through my mind,they were weird,so many of them so confusing so depressing so embaressing,but when i saw a little girl and a little boy running to him and hugging him,it all changed,and i thought,*why havent i ever seen him here before?Did i see him but never notice him!,i was filled with thoughts,and questions*the kids enterred his car and they left,i stood there thinking about him and everything.
Till Badhoor came,and i left home.I did call Muneera and went over to her place,for a whole week,till Thursday when we finished the project.Everyday i would see him and do the same,same scene,i didnt know why but seeing him made me comfortable and made me smile,it actually made me happy,he was very mysterious but i couldn't hide how happy it made me feel.
2:10, 2:11, 2:12, 2:13, 2:14. 2:15,*BELLSS!!*
Me : *BREATHES IN,BREATHES OUT!!*
Ameena : *Yalla,you got to do it*
So, i keep on breathing in and out,but i was so nervous,i left the school gates,and approached his car,today he was sitting inside the car,i approached it and got close to the window,wanting to knock so here i go,i thought and knocked the window,giving a big smile,that awkward smile with all my teeth shown,damn im a freak,but then i noticed it,it was a text it was in arabic, but it said something like,
*BABY!!I MISSS YEWW!! LONG TYM I DIDNT SEE YEW,WER HAVE YOU BEEN* and struff like that,i read it,and then just turned around,tears filled my eyes,
*So he was playing on me,a normal guy thing,and im the stupid one wanting to talk to him after all this time,no and im running after a guy soo cool,wow!!* i thought and thought and kept on thinking i reached home and called Ameena and updated her with everything,
*what a jerk*she amplied.
She came over to my house,and we stayed together i did cry a bit,but she made me smile,i loved her alot she is always there by my side.
I didnt go to school for a couple of days,i just stayed home,but on wednesday as i was watching Titanic for the 2013849373939 time,i got a thought,*why am i acting,depressed,it isnt like he was my boyfriend or anything,he is just a guy,there are many around us,better than him,and they actually would care about me,i shoudlnt act like this,im not only hurting myself but the people i love too*
No comments:
Post a Comment