Chapter 12

I was lying on the bed so taken into a book,a book that had drown me into it so much,the book is called *How  To Kill Your Husband*, you must think that the book has tips and shit but nop it is not it is a story.
Thats when i heard the slam of my door and she jumped into view,
*Shfeech intaaay,what kind of book are you reading,`3bya much?*Ameena said
*Sifla much*i murmured
She got a bit angry,and serious and pulled my hand and made me stand,
*WTF..!!?Shfeech intaay*i yelled angrily
*Shfeney ana,shfeech intay,mt7seen shno 83da tsaween,t8reen 8o9a9 `3reeba w kila takleen w fe `3rftch,i bet you even gained 10 pounds by now*Ameena yelled,sounding really serious
*Winty shakoo,and are you calling me FAT...!!?Yal 7mara yal chalba i  hate you leave me*I answered her
*Aha ok,bess l2ny a7bch bmmashy 3nch hal mara,ao ill leave when your better call me,walla maly za`3rch*she yelled and then left giving me a smile that would have made me cry,because i loved Ameena wayed and i couldnt keep her sad on me.
That night around 10pm,i called her,her number was busy so i kept on calling her till 10:30pm,when she answered we did argue a bit,but i loved her ao she forgave me at the end.
The next day,we went shopping together,though it took her 1 hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds for her to convince me.The thing i couldnt stand about Ameena was that she kept on repeating sentences,the fact that she repeated how long she took to convince me,1 hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds,1 hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds ,1 fucking hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds,i think im getting the disease :O :(

Its 4:30 in the morning,i have been in bed since 2 but i still couldnt sleep,i keep on thinking and srill keep on thinking,its on my mind.You know it feels amazing when you are out with friends and a guy flirts with you that is amazing,it really is,it makes you feel so pretty so attractive,kind of like the best,but you must always remember nobody is perfect.
This is so out of what i was writting but its a tiny thing,i have held in my heart,but now i shall express it.
I always thought i was the prettiest,of all the girls i knew,my friends,my cousins,but i have been through moments where i realizes not everything is about me,for example one day,
It was dark,the sky was,the lights filled the sky,people all dressed up in coloured clothes going around ringing people`s doors,it is kind of similar to halloween,but it is celebrated by muslims.Me and Ameena were all dressed up,make up and ofcourse i had to put on the red lipstick,i dont know why i actually felt it made me attractive,and i always wanted to seek attention,well i shall admit it i am an attention seeker.
 We walked around,laughing loudly,acting weirdly and mostly gossiping,we usually zig-zaged on roads across cars and everything we found entertaining,Ameena hated Samah.Samah is my friend,well kind off close or supposed to be,Samah called us asking us to go to her grandmothers house to pick her up as her grandmother wanted to see us before enabling her to leave,so as we reached the half way through we got lost,so we caled Samah a couple of times but she never answered and when Ameena called her she picked up and she told Ameena a sentence that made her hate Samah alot,and whine about it all the time how we crossed all this way and everything.
Samah kept on reapeting it,*sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*      *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*               sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*      *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*      sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*     *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*
She kept on repeating it on and on,but it was ok i could feel her too,i just wanted to called Samah and go like why didnt you tell us before making us cross all this place and come to you,but i knew she wasnt worth it,we walked and walked and guys staring and flirting and commenting,more than 5 people tried to hit us off with their cars,but it was fun.
While walking around we met Mustafa my cousin,me and Ameena agreed that Mustafa is the cutest guy we ever saw alive,he had a cute face and 2 amazingly deep cheek dimples and one deep chin dimples,he had an amazing body and was athletic,we met and talked and then went walking again  and that was when we saw him,he was on the road giving out food,and (we stood their with our mouths wide open,an expression)
he was amazingly handsome,but we didnt know him nor did we know (that we later on found out,he was Mustafa`s cousin).We looked at him and he looked at us,i felt him staring at me and i thought wow he of course likes me.We accidently bumped to Mustafa again and then we walked around,we spent an amazing time with him and me and him became close again,we passed that guy once again and he stared at us,some people went to Mustafa and annoyed him telling him,that he was walking with us and they liked us,but that dude,told Mustafa something that change my life and and my self theory,he told Mustafa that he liked Ameena alot that shocked me at first,i was like there must be some kind of mistake but i accepted it,i loved Ameena to much,and i do admit it she is hot and attractive,and i was just to self believing,beauty isnt mostly in the looks ;)
                        And after writting this,i do admit i do feel alot better and one thing ill say Ameena I LOVE YOU LOADZ <3

Chapter 11

It was 2:15 pm,i left the gates of school with Muneera. Muneera isnt what we call of a best friends,we are just buddies (well she actually was a nerd).We were discussing our biology project and that was when i saw him,he was there standing with those glasses on his eyes,i think he didnt notice me but i surely did,i stood there staring at him,till Muneera went lyk  *MARIIINAAA!! ANSWER ME!!* she looked pissed.
I hugged her and told her i shall call her later,and moved on,i walked and walked and made sure i was a distant from him,but i made sure i could still see him..
Thoughts started running through my mind,they were weird,so many of them so confusing so depressing so embaressing,but when i saw a little girl and a little boy running to him and hugging him,it all changed,and i thought,*why havent i ever seen him here before?Did i see him but never notice him!,i was filled with thoughts,and questions*the kids enterred his car and they left,i stood there thinking about him and everything.
Till Badhoor came,and i left home.I did call Muneera and went over to her place,for a whole week,till Thursday when we finished the project.Everyday i would see him and do the same,same scene,i didnt know why but seeing him made me comfortable and made me smile,it actually made me happy,he was very mysterious but i couldn't hide how happy it made me feel.


2:10, 2:11, 2:12, 2:13, 2:14. 2:15,*BELLSS!!*
Me : *BREATHES IN,BREATHES OUT!!*
Ameena : *Yalla,you got to do it*
So, i keep on breathing in and out,but i was so nervous,i left the school gates,and approached his car,today he was sitting inside the car,i approached it and got close to the window,wanting to knock so here i go,i thought and knocked the window,giving a big smile,that awkward smile with all my teeth shown,damn im a freak,but then i noticed it,it was a text it was in arabic, but it said something like,
 *BABY!!I MISSS YEWW!! LONG TYM I DIDNT SEE YEW,WER HAVE YOU BEEN* and struff like that,i read it,and then just turned around,tears filled my eyes,
*So he was playing on me,a normal guy thing,and im the stupid one wanting to talk to him after all this time,no and im running after a guy soo cool,wow!!* i thought and thought and kept on thinking i reached home and called Ameena and updated her with everything, 
*what a jerk*she amplied.
She came over to my house,and we stayed together i did cry a bit,but she made me smile,i loved her alot she is always there by my side.
I didnt go to school for a couple of days,i just stayed home,but on wednesday as i was watching Titanic for the 2013849373939 time,i got a thought,*why am i acting,depressed,it isnt like he was my boyfriend or anything,he is just a guy,there are many around us,better than him,and they actually would care about me,i shoudlnt act like this,im not only hurting myself but the people i love too*

Chapter 10

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!! I screamed while i was in the car with Ameena,as she was gonna drop me home,his birthdaay is on 26th of July, 

*ARE YOU FREAKIN` SERIOUS!!!*i yelled

That was hell of a coincidence,my birthday is on 27ht of July,i still couldnt believe it :O,it was weird we were weird everything is weird,so when i reached home i found the paper and filled it.....

Name : Khaled Ali

Birthday : 26th of July

Living : -

Eyes : Dark Brown

Hair : Brownish

Dimple : Right Cheek

Age : 18 turning 19

Interests : -

Favourite:  a)color :- 

b)food:-

c)movie:-

Hates:-

I reached my phone and called Sara,i wanted to tell Sara but i had the urge of being afraid,so i called Ameena,and i told her about the paper,she said that she didnt feel anything was weird but it was meant to be,like in faith,i was really scared and bad mooded that i yelled and applied to her :

*WELL!! `CUZ YOUR FUCKIN` IN LOVE WITH FAHAD*

Later that night i called her tonnes and dozens of time apologizing to her,Ameena meant alot to me and i didnt wat to lose her,i was stupid angry and mad and i didnt know what i was saying...

 

                                                          AFTER TWO MONTHS 

I went back to school,i apparently forgot all about my summer loves and affairs and i didnt see Khaled for a while,its better of that way he always scared me alot,he was creapy.Fahad too disappeared,its like a monster came and ate them,well that was what i thought they didnt exist till i saw him once again.

Chapter 9

I woke up,feeling dead tired my back ached and my stomach,i saw Ameena asleep by my side,she looked so peaceful,i smiled and then lied down thinking of how big was her room,and how cold i felt,the blankets were on her and i didnt wanna disturb her so i stayed quiet on my place.I chatted with people using msn on her laptop and Facebook chatted until she woke up.The first word she said *You look so red*and she laughed,i smiled ad whispered in a voice she can hear * Last night was great* and laughed till i fell on her bed and continued laughing,i was really in the mood of a Fraccucino,so we went walking to Starbucks as it was kind of close to her.
We reached and ordered and sat,kind off wearing our PJ`s and then i felt someone approach us,
he said * Me and You are meant to be,i see you everywhere i go to*
*Stalking me much*i said looking to the other side
*Marina im not,lets be friends it wont hurt you* he said
*A matter of fact i detest people like you* i sounded kind off angry and serious
Ameena and the guys friend were busy having eye contact as usual,well the guy was 5aled and his friend,5aled actually kept on appearing no matter were i go to i dnt know how,but i really detested him,i believe in a theory if he flirted with you he must had flirted with others.But this was different i always thought of him and i saw him were i went to.
He sat with us and his friend was there too sticking to Ameena,Ameena was kind of scared of them too,she kept on sticking to me.
*You look good Marmarii* 5aled said
*PJ hahahhahahahhahahahahha* his friend laughed
*m3ndkom thyab hhahhahaha* he said again
His friend i later came to know his name was Fahad,
*2 Fraccucino`s,one caramel ice and one vanilla milk shake* the waitress came getting it.
*We have the same drink too,coincidence nice :D* he said giving a big grin
*eee,7sait* i laughed
We sat there for an hour and a half talking about everything i found out he was Khaled Ali , he was 18 turning 19 and he went to college and studied money finance,business.His friend was Fahad Mahmood 19 turning 20,half egyptian( thats why he was kind of red-headed,i wondered)and he studied medicine.