chapter 13

                               * The sun'll come out
                                                                     Tomorrow
                                                                             Bet your bottom dollar
                                                                                                    That tomorrow
                                                                                                              There'll be sun!*

Ramadhan,the month of glory,the month that i cant describe,

            I just love Ramadhan,why i dont actually know,so i am just back from my amazing worldwide tour,i ate so  much and so much fun,met so many people,learnt about different countries and cultures,it felt like it would last forever,but it didnt,now i am back to my home,my country,my home sweet home,i can seriously admit that in the plane,while reaching home i clapped my hands and laughed because of how happy was i,and i can 100% admit that half of my plane accompanies looked at me weirdly,thinking is this girl crazy,but babe im not i just missed my country.

            So the plane lands,me and my friends leave for everyone to leave,then we leave the plane,each on of us there face covered with a big smile,25 days already,so fast,25 days had finished,we were so glad and excited wanting to get our suitcases and walk out the arrival corridor and see our parents,but that day bad luck caught us.

We left the plane and walked passed the passports thingy and checkpoints,and waited for our suitcases,but they never came,we waited and then complained,and that was when we found out our suitcases were sent to another country by mistake,i felt so pissed,i grabbed Alia`s phone and called my dad hoping he would do something,actually that was very stupid of me.Alia is like my new best friend,i love her and trust her alot,Alia is a year younger and she is half lebanese,she is amazingly pretty,hot and has an amazing tan,she is shorter then me,so i gave her a name *MINI MUSHROOM*,she took it as a joke not feelingsy,thats what i love about her the most,she is always there for you and she is so kind,like not so kind but that amazingly amazing kindness,like someone sprinked kind sparkles on her.

                                         So,we left the airport happy to see our parents and be with them,but yet worried about our bags,the airport man thingy,told us it may take up to 3 days.We left off to m aunts,my amazing aunt,she is like 7beeebtiiiiiiiiiii,so we went there and thats when i saw my amazing cousin again,she ran to me and hugged me so tightly,i missed you yal chalba,she whispered so that nobody hears her as she is a supposed to be angel,i laughed hugging her and then gave her a comment about how how hard is it to hug a gurl,we laughed and then ate,damn did i miss our food,I teared and gave a little shoutout, I LOVE TO EAT!!!

Chapter 12

I was lying on the bed so taken into a book,a book that had drown me into it so much,the book is called *How  To Kill Your Husband*, you must think that the book has tips and shit but nop it is not it is a story.
Thats when i heard the slam of my door and she jumped into view,
*Shfeech intaaay,what kind of book are you reading,`3bya much?*Ameena said
*Sifla much*i murmured
She got a bit angry,and serious and pulled my hand and made me stand,
*WTF..!!?Shfeech intaay*i yelled angrily
*Shfeney ana,shfeech intay,mt7seen shno 83da tsaween,t8reen 8o9a9 `3reeba w kila takleen w fe `3rftch,i bet you even gained 10 pounds by now*Ameena yelled,sounding really serious
*Winty shakoo,and are you calling me FAT...!!?Yal 7mara yal chalba i  hate you leave me*I answered her
*Aha ok,bess l2ny a7bch bmmashy 3nch hal mara,ao ill leave when your better call me,walla maly za`3rch*she yelled and then left giving me a smile that would have made me cry,because i loved Ameena wayed and i couldnt keep her sad on me.
That night around 10pm,i called her,her number was busy so i kept on calling her till 10:30pm,when she answered we did argue a bit,but i loved her ao she forgave me at the end.
The next day,we went shopping together,though it took her 1 hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds for her to convince me.The thing i couldnt stand about Ameena was that she kept on repeating sentences,the fact that she repeated how long she took to convince me,1 hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds,1 hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds ,1 fucking hour and 34minutes and 26 seconds,i think im getting the disease :O :(

Its 4:30 in the morning,i have been in bed since 2 but i still couldnt sleep,i keep on thinking and srill keep on thinking,its on my mind.You know it feels amazing when you are out with friends and a guy flirts with you that is amazing,it really is,it makes you feel so pretty so attractive,kind of like the best,but you must always remember nobody is perfect.
This is so out of what i was writting but its a tiny thing,i have held in my heart,but now i shall express it.
I always thought i was the prettiest,of all the girls i knew,my friends,my cousins,but i have been through moments where i realizes not everything is about me,for example one day,
It was dark,the sky was,the lights filled the sky,people all dressed up in coloured clothes going around ringing people`s doors,it is kind of similar to halloween,but it is celebrated by muslims.Me and Ameena were all dressed up,make up and ofcourse i had to put on the red lipstick,i dont know why i actually felt it made me attractive,and i always wanted to seek attention,well i shall admit it i am an attention seeker.
 We walked around,laughing loudly,acting weirdly and mostly gossiping,we usually zig-zaged on roads across cars and everything we found entertaining,Ameena hated Samah.Samah is my friend,well kind off close or supposed to be,Samah called us asking us to go to her grandmothers house to pick her up as her grandmother wanted to see us before enabling her to leave,so as we reached the half way through we got lost,so we caled Samah a couple of times but she never answered and when Ameena called her she picked up and she told Ameena a sentence that made her hate Samah alot,and whine about it all the time how we crossed all this way and everything.
Samah kept on reapeting it,*sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*      *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*               sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*      *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*      sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*     *sorry but can you talk to me later,im busy now*
She kept on repeating it on and on,but it was ok i could feel her too,i just wanted to called Samah and go like why didnt you tell us before making us cross all this place and come to you,but i knew she wasnt worth it,we walked and walked and guys staring and flirting and commenting,more than 5 people tried to hit us off with their cars,but it was fun.
While walking around we met Mustafa my cousin,me and Ameena agreed that Mustafa is the cutest guy we ever saw alive,he had a cute face and 2 amazingly deep cheek dimples and one deep chin dimples,he had an amazing body and was athletic,we met and talked and then went walking again  and that was when we saw him,he was on the road giving out food,and (we stood their with our mouths wide open,an expression)
he was amazingly handsome,but we didnt know him nor did we know (that we later on found out,he was Mustafa`s cousin).We looked at him and he looked at us,i felt him staring at me and i thought wow he of course likes me.We accidently bumped to Mustafa again and then we walked around,we spent an amazing time with him and me and him became close again,we passed that guy once again and he stared at us,some people went to Mustafa and annoyed him telling him,that he was walking with us and they liked us,but that dude,told Mustafa something that change my life and and my self theory,he told Mustafa that he liked Ameena alot that shocked me at first,i was like there must be some kind of mistake but i accepted it,i loved Ameena to much,and i do admit it she is hot and attractive,and i was just to self believing,beauty isnt mostly in the looks ;)
                        And after writting this,i do admit i do feel alot better and one thing ill say Ameena I LOVE YOU LOADZ <3

Chapter 11

It was 2:15 pm,i left the gates of school with Muneera. Muneera isnt what we call of a best friends,we are just buddies (well she actually was a nerd).We were discussing our biology project and that was when i saw him,he was there standing with those glasses on his eyes,i think he didnt notice me but i surely did,i stood there staring at him,till Muneera went lyk  *MARIIINAAA!! ANSWER ME!!* she looked pissed.
I hugged her and told her i shall call her later,and moved on,i walked and walked and made sure i was a distant from him,but i made sure i could still see him..
Thoughts started running through my mind,they were weird,so many of them so confusing so depressing so embaressing,but when i saw a little girl and a little boy running to him and hugging him,it all changed,and i thought,*why havent i ever seen him here before?Did i see him but never notice him!,i was filled with thoughts,and questions*the kids enterred his car and they left,i stood there thinking about him and everything.
Till Badhoor came,and i left home.I did call Muneera and went over to her place,for a whole week,till Thursday when we finished the project.Everyday i would see him and do the same,same scene,i didnt know why but seeing him made me comfortable and made me smile,it actually made me happy,he was very mysterious but i couldn't hide how happy it made me feel.


2:10, 2:11, 2:12, 2:13, 2:14. 2:15,*BELLSS!!*
Me : *BREATHES IN,BREATHES OUT!!*
Ameena : *Yalla,you got to do it*
So, i keep on breathing in and out,but i was so nervous,i left the school gates,and approached his car,today he was sitting inside the car,i approached it and got close to the window,wanting to knock so here i go,i thought and knocked the window,giving a big smile,that awkward smile with all my teeth shown,damn im a freak,but then i noticed it,it was a text it was in arabic, but it said something like,
 *BABY!!I MISSS YEWW!! LONG TYM I DIDNT SEE YEW,WER HAVE YOU BEEN* and struff like that,i read it,and then just turned around,tears filled my eyes,
*So he was playing on me,a normal guy thing,and im the stupid one wanting to talk to him after all this time,no and im running after a guy soo cool,wow!!* i thought and thought and kept on thinking i reached home and called Ameena and updated her with everything, 
*what a jerk*she amplied.
She came over to my house,and we stayed together i did cry a bit,but she made me smile,i loved her alot she is always there by my side.
I didnt go to school for a couple of days,i just stayed home,but on wednesday as i was watching Titanic for the 2013849373939 time,i got a thought,*why am i acting,depressed,it isnt like he was my boyfriend or anything,he is just a guy,there are many around us,better than him,and they actually would care about me,i shoudlnt act like this,im not only hurting myself but the people i love too*

Chapter 10

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!! I screamed while i was in the car with Ameena,as she was gonna drop me home,his birthdaay is on 26th of July, 

*ARE YOU FREAKIN` SERIOUS!!!*i yelled

That was hell of a coincidence,my birthday is on 27ht of July,i still couldnt believe it :O,it was weird we were weird everything is weird,so when i reached home i found the paper and filled it.....

Name : Khaled Ali

Birthday : 26th of July

Living : -

Eyes : Dark Brown

Hair : Brownish

Dimple : Right Cheek

Age : 18 turning 19

Interests : -

Favourite:  a)color :- 

b)food:-

c)movie:-

Hates:-

I reached my phone and called Sara,i wanted to tell Sara but i had the urge of being afraid,so i called Ameena,and i told her about the paper,she said that she didnt feel anything was weird but it was meant to be,like in faith,i was really scared and bad mooded that i yelled and applied to her :

*WELL!! `CUZ YOUR FUCKIN` IN LOVE WITH FAHAD*

Later that night i called her tonnes and dozens of time apologizing to her,Ameena meant alot to me and i didnt wat to lose her,i was stupid angry and mad and i didnt know what i was saying...

 

                                                          AFTER TWO MONTHS 

I went back to school,i apparently forgot all about my summer loves and affairs and i didnt see Khaled for a while,its better of that way he always scared me alot,he was creapy.Fahad too disappeared,its like a monster came and ate them,well that was what i thought they didnt exist till i saw him once again.

Chapter 9

I woke up,feeling dead tired my back ached and my stomach,i saw Ameena asleep by my side,she looked so peaceful,i smiled and then lied down thinking of how big was her room,and how cold i felt,the blankets were on her and i didnt wanna disturb her so i stayed quiet on my place.I chatted with people using msn on her laptop and Facebook chatted until she woke up.The first word she said *You look so red*and she laughed,i smiled ad whispered in a voice she can hear * Last night was great* and laughed till i fell on her bed and continued laughing,i was really in the mood of a Fraccucino,so we went walking to Starbucks as it was kind of close to her.
We reached and ordered and sat,kind off wearing our PJ`s and then i felt someone approach us,
he said * Me and You are meant to be,i see you everywhere i go to*
*Stalking me much*i said looking to the other side
*Marina im not,lets be friends it wont hurt you* he said
*A matter of fact i detest people like you* i sounded kind off angry and serious
Ameena and the guys friend were busy having eye contact as usual,well the guy was 5aled and his friend,5aled actually kept on appearing no matter were i go to i dnt know how,but i really detested him,i believe in a theory if he flirted with you he must had flirted with others.But this was different i always thought of him and i saw him were i went to.
He sat with us and his friend was there too sticking to Ameena,Ameena was kind of scared of them too,she kept on sticking to me.
*You look good Marmarii* 5aled said
*PJ hahahhahahahhahahahahha* his friend laughed
*m3ndkom thyab hhahhahaha* he said again
His friend i later came to know his name was Fahad,
*2 Fraccucino`s,one caramel ice and one vanilla milk shake* the waitress came getting it.
*We have the same drink too,coincidence nice :D* he said giving a big grin
*eee,7sait* i laughed
We sat there for an hour and a half talking about everything i found out he was Khaled Ali , he was 18 turning 19 and he went to college and studied money finance,business.His friend was Fahad Mahmood 19 turning 20,half egyptian( thats why he was kind of red-headed,i wondered)and he studied medicine.

Chapter 8

*Marina 7oby*,i heard someone saying,i was on my bed,half asleep and under my blankets trying to hide from the sun rays,*7ooby 8omaaay* i heard the voice again,i poked my head out and i saw him.

*5aled* i whispered,halla *7yatyy* he answered  , a shock took my face 
*shtsawi miny* i asked

he said *7oby shfeech ana raylech*,

That was when i heard Marina *8omay yalla el`3ada jahez*,i woke up with my mom`s voice and her smile and then i  realised it was just a dream,i went to the toilet and then changed and then went downstairs to the dinning room,where everyone was seated mostly half asleep.

I sat in my place,but i couldn't eat i kept on thinking of the dream,i sat for a while than ate a bit,and ran to my room,i searched around for a paper and a pen,and i wrote down:

Name : Khaled                     

Birthday : -

Living : -

Eyes : Dark Brown

Hair : Brownish            

Dimples : Right Cheek

Age : -

Interests : -

Favourite:  a) color : -

b)food : -

c)movie : -

Hates : -

I just looked at the paper,for minutes and then threw it into my bag and left to Ameena`s . I arrived and then Badhoor left and i ran inside,slamat 3la her mom and i went straight to Ameena`s she wasnt expecting me,i enterred and she was on bed asleep,i pinched her poked her sang around acting like a dumbass,but at last she woke up,i hugged her and kissed her,i know so awkward i think she felt the same i never ever kissed Ameena,well i did long time ago,like i dnt remember since when.

Ameena laughed and smiled,saying: *Something is wrong with Marina today,and she has to tell me*

I laughed,and thought do i tell her or not,i decided not to,so i just said * She missed her Ameena*

Ameena was like * eee long long very long time no see* 

We spent most of the time bess laughing over the silliest things,i decided to sleep over at hers so i called mom and told her after a little arguments she said OK.

When me and Ameena sleep together and at her place,well we go crazy we enter facebook and check out poeple we dislike`s picture,laugh and make fun of them,and we continue to laugh out loudly and keep on growing louder till we get tired and sleep.That was so normal,but that day we didnt do that we had another plan,we would watch scary movies ate popcorn and we must order a fast food and it must be chicken,and if it wasnt past 4am,then we shal go on facebook and do the randomn Marina and Ameena thing,I JUST DO LOVE HER!!! <3

Chapter 7

It was 4pm,i was on my bed,listening to the song *ana w galby* by Rashed Elmajed

and writting down stuff in my book. 

 *He is so white,wayed aby`6,if i marry him will m kids be that white,i always wated white children but aaah shd3wa no that white* *fe 2mal he likes me,madry i think it was just a on eminute boredemn ela 9ar bayna,bess why did i re-see him ams...!!*  *Fe-2mal we are meant to be*

 That was the moment when i thought Marina stop thinking that much about him,he is just a guy,a normal guy,like those you pass through daily,they smile you smile and nothing else,aw he is a player that flirts with million of girls and im one of his victims, UFFFFF!! Ya raby lesh i am thinking about him this much.

I kept on listening,and writting stuff,all i wanted to do was go out.

I called Mariam,and luckily she needed to go shopping too,so we planned that she will pick me up at 6pm, Mariam is the girl that wayed cares about looks and makeup so i wore a dress and a short jacket on top of it,i appled some makeup with red lipstick.She came at 6:15 as there was shway traffic,in the mall dshaina we walked and enterred shops,den i stood out shway while Mariam enterred the hypermarket i saw him there,he stood in front doing weird things in his hands,i felt he meant come,i smiled and looked at the side and he approached,i hated enterring the hypermarket as they will take the bags of my shoppings and give me a label number then i had to come back and pick them up,ufff soo annoying and tire-ing.

*Marina t3aaalyy,aby aklmmch* he said

*Leave me and m3rfk* i said while tears fled from my eyes

*Marinoo,7obyyy wait* he sounded sad when he said i

I turned and my eyes caught his eyes,we had a tiny eye contact for a moment,and that was when mom appeared with my little brother,she talked to me and we waited for mariam,when mariam came i stayed with my mom and she left,but he was still there,he scared me,I  do not know what does he want,bess why is he stalking me haloon,he is making me really scared,why do i see him most of the places where i go too.

We went to the foodcourt had some dinner and then left to home,i saw him sitting there in the table next to ours with three other guys,him looking at me made it so uncomfortable for me to eat properly.

While i was leaving the court he gave me a smile,and that was when i noticed the amazing dimple on his right cheek.After seeing that i touched my right cheek and i felt it,thinking wow we have something in common, <3.....Good nighht..!!

Chapter 6

We reached baskin robins,and as usual ana and Oreo,(a love story <3).
        Thats when i re-saw him,his hair was gelled brownish,his eyes the normal dark brown eyes,but he was fair,whiter than me.
5aled i whispered,he stood there and smiled i gave him a OMG! look and looked back facing my brother,Faza3 msh3 sh3ry and was like shorty yalla emshay,i updated my statues to out with el7ob,and thats when everyone went like ohhh Marina min wrana,i sat there in the car waiting for Faza3 to come,while i was laughing hardly reading all the comments.
He came to the car and we set back home,while me enchanting the song *Faza3 7beebii fazaa3,min a7la wa7ed faza3 min a7eba wayed faza3,faza3 faza3 7beebii 7yatiii galbyy a7eebaa*.
He drove me home,and left,i went to my roooom lied on my bed and screamed MAAAALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!!!,i watched a movie and then went to bed early,that was a boring and lame day.
I woke up at 3am,hungry as hell ate some Doritos dipped in cheese sauce.And two cans of pepsi,i went online watched new gossips and news of actors and actresses,i checked my bb kil min kan raged,
why is it so malal,i walked around the house peeping on everyone mama baba asleep everyone asleep,and thats when i saw light coming from the twins rooms,they were 4 boys over there 3li and a7med and one that i knew as he was always at our house (wael) and one was new.I knocked and entered in,
*Hallaa,ma regadtay...!!?* 3li yelled
* ma 3leeek minhaa,e`6reb,e`6rb la t5asrna* screamed Wael.
*Marina ro7ay regday,6l3ay 3na* A7med murmured
*OKK,BYE t9b7on 3la 5er* gave them a grump face and left..
*UFFFF shno hal 7ala* i yelled, but no-one heard me..
I went to the room and finished the left over doritos and went to bed...
I woke up in the morning with a shake,* MARINAAAAAA 8OOMAAAY!!*
i knew that voice,i didnt hear it often but i loved it,that girl was the one i missed the most,
*W7shteney* i whispered
I opened my eyes seeing her all dressed up with makeup and a smile that took almost all of her face,
* I missed you too,bess yalla 8omay* she said
i got up brushed my teeth,got dressed and applied makeup,i went out with her,not knowing where we were going actually not knowing anything.....
She drove and drove on the highway,until there was a turning,thats when i saw two cars standing there waiting for us,we reached it and she stopped.The guy from the car came out opened her door,she hugged him wide. I gave a shocked face and thought who was that guy,i dnt know him,why did mariam bring me here.
*Im getting married* Mariam screamed
*Marina,hay Yaser,ao Yaser hay Marina* she introduced us ,while her hands were holding his,i didnt know what to say ,i just sat on my chair and smiled.
*Tsharafna ya Marina* Yaser said
I gave him a fake smile,after a couple of minuted he left and thats when i strated to question Marina,
*How do u know him,how did u meet,are u really getting married,who else knows,does your parents know,how old is he,where is he from,shno a9la shno fa9la*
*Marina had2ay,my parents and family know,but i thought ill introduce you to him a7sen*Mariam said,she then gave a wink to me ad sent a flying kiss to him,as he was busy staring at us,and we drove and drove.

Chapter 5

Were you ever put down,by your mom,compared to others,when she goes like you are not like her and her and her,Well my mom can be called an expert at that.

She nags everyday,puts me down and makes me sad,but i know that she just worries about me,will i didnt until now.

My parents work from 7am to 4pm to provide money,so they could raise us properly,and trust me when my mom naggs i never get mad at her,but if someone else dares,its like they are wishing to get murdered.

My parents are open minded but not too much,nowadays when i fb or tweet or myspace or anything i may see tonnes of girls and guys hanging out till late night,but i never did that,though i look sad and go like they are soo cool,that guy is so hot and she is with him,or look at those people.

Im a girl whos parents do not allow me to stay out till late night,its normal for me to do that,sometimes i just sit down and wish if i would be western..

 But i know my mom and dad nd family and brothers are a miracle that God granted to me.

           

       It was 5pm,everyone`s statues in bbm was out with this and that,i was at home lying on my bed watching movies,my brother popped in,

Faza3:*Maariiinaa walla lo fe an award for the girl who watched most movies in a day,you would be the winner*.

Me:*MAAAAAAAALLAAAAAAAL*i sighed.

Faza3: *Maskeenaa,5sara m3ndch license,wahahahhahha maskeenaa*

Me : *kil teben,Akrahek*

Faza3:*i love yew too* (showing kissing face)

I stood up walked to the door tried pushing him out and slammed the door.Machoof ela he comes in again 

Faza3:*Inzaaain 7oooby,agool lach*

Me:*5eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.......!!!??*

Faza3:*Badlaaay,sm3t ena 56rch fe baskin robins*

Me:*haaa shinooow :O , eeeee 97 97!! yalla e6l3 babdl*

      I murmured i love him,Faza3 is my amazingly amazing brother,who me and him are wayed close and just got his license so yz3m kila yaby y7rny..     When me and him were young,we used to always walk together people would either think we were twins or he was my loved one,but now if you see him you wont even believe he is my brother.

While on the way to baskin robins,i enchated the song *Faza3 7beebii fazaa3,min a7la wa7ed faza3 min a7eba wayed faza3,faza3 faza3 7beebii 7yatiii galbyy a7eebaa*

la  w ahem shay faza3 yz3m yst7y,ao edha skt e6gny 3la yadey egool la tskteeen kamlay ....

I actually do love him wayed,though t9edny 7alat bess a7eba,w a7eb mama akther l2aa yabeta ley (6)

Chapter 4

I got a moment,those moment when you feel omg,im cute thats why esawy haloon,i felt it ao i starteed dreaming about me and him and relationship between us ao haloon ao conversations.
Ela ma i saw them all jump and hears screaming noises,kant 9ayra shwaya disagree ao sab,so ashkra boys will hurrily run and join it and they did.
After the security seperated them,it was out turn in the ride we did enter it ao 6l3na,as we were walking to the gateway 3lshan n6l3 ela we see him and his friend walking,It was just the two of them,i looked down,wishing he would notice me,although when i spoke gelt lah Ameena
*Inshallah he doesnt* but sometimes feelings and thoughts are different than the  facts that are able to be said.... Luckily I tripped and fell on my face exactl infrot of him so ashkra he noticed
*KAAAAAAAAAaK!!! HAHAHAHAHA* i could hear and i saw his friend and Ameena laughing.I felt embaressed,ela ma sheft yad mamdoda ley
*8omaaaay,yalla ma3leech min hay el5bllaaayn* i smiled and i stood up,he smiled and said
*Inzain m3rfna el2sm*
*my7tay t3rf * i smiled
La y7tay,he said giving me a wink
*Aha ,well my name is Zabeeba* i said it while laughing
Well Ameena was to busy to busy talking to his friend,which i later found out his name was Yousef...
Suddenly my phone started ringing,5aled was busy talking,so i gave him a scream SHUTUP!!!!
I answered it and it was my mom,wm39ba t3alo br3 bsor3a.....
*AMEENOOO!!* i screamt
*HAAAA!! MARINAAAA*she screamt even louder
*Marinaaa,3yl 9dnch ya Marmarii* he has a kind of serious but funny voice
*Kewl 5aled* i whispered
I grabbed Ameena,talking to myself lyk a mad girl,till we reached the car were mom was even angrier on how late were we,so i had to make an excuse about vomitting which was so discusting..
I went home bdalt brushed my teeth,as im a teeth washer freak,i love washing my teeth 3asy ayam tmer i wash my teeth 5 times a day,and seda rgadt,mama w9lt Ameena their house...
And thats how my day ended with a thoughtful memory of 5aled (a guy that flirts and stalker whom stalks girls) but i will not say i wouldnt admit it but he actually made my day.

Chapter 3

After Ameena`s argue with Yara and Layla, and after their seperation she met Sara. At that time,Sara was a very shy girl, she never cared about looks though God blessed her with beauty,she became friends with Ameena and shared many common interests,a year later,i arrived to the school.My dad decided to get a new house as he said our old one was too tiny.

We did move here,and i did start attending Ameena`s school and that is were i me and Sara started becoming close. Its been a year since we are close friends,and i really do feel her as a sister,that God never granted me with.

     So, lets come back we were in the park and we met them,i never hated them nor did i ever get to be close with them,but the idea of them hurting my Ameena always made me angry.

 Do you know the kind of people that are mean to some girls and very kind to the most,so the most wouldnt believe they were mean,this was Layla and Yara...

 Though they were amazingly cute,they must have been asked by many guys but Yara has never had a boyfriend,Layla had just one and she is currently with,Layla`s mother knows everything about her boyfriend and kil shay,her mom is really open minded and between Layla is a christian too.

    We walked with them for a while,then they left us saying they had stuff to do,me and Ameena stayed till aroung 11,the park got darker,as there closing time was 12.

  Dshaina le3ba,were we had to wait shway as there was a crowd jedamna,w7na w8feen eyoon  4 boys ethneen yo8foon jdamna ao two wrana,,wn9eer surrounded by `67katehom w9ree5hom.

One guy was staring at me and was giving me a grin smile,i ignored him acting like i didnt notice.He pulled up his hands and went poking me saying : 

* lo sm7ty e9er t36eny telephonech,l2ana `6y3t telephoney bess bt9l ley*

I got really angry i detest people that are like this i was lyk  *M3NDY MOBILE!!* with an angry tune.

He kept on poking and the Mrs Ameera was laughing and talking to girl in front of us,not noticing.

I stood there looking at my shoes and talking in my brain to myself,until i feel a burn in my hand.

*AAAAAYYYYY!!!* i went like

*OMG!! ana waed asef makan 89dy,sm7eney ana asef walla*   the guy went like

I just gave him a smile nd stuck to Ameena who was know paying a hundred percent attention to me and the guy and giving him an angry look.

We stood a little while,he was rubbing his hair,am3rf shlon, ao then 76 yada 3l soor ao bl`3l6 76ayt yadey 3la his hand!!

 Matchoof ela he looks at me and goes lyk,3wrtny,inty sm7tyny bess ana mbsam7ch, i felt like really WTF!! hay shno salfta...!!:S

B3deeen mra w7da ela esawy ley 36eney bosa wsam7ch,and his frnd goes lyk a tune * OHHHH!! 5ALOOOD,MN8DR HAHAHAHAHA!!*

Chapter 2

Ana w saroo wer half asleep,mnchoof ela w7da tkt may 3lena 8omaaaaw,omch dhab7tch calls winty ragda,i checked my mobile ela 7 calls min mom and 3 min 3looy.A8om angz w at9l leh my mom was angry: *7beebtii shfeech wainch ya mama,5lteney a5af 3leech,yalla t3alo rdaw* im lyk inshallah,wn8om enlem our things w badhoor kan minak yn6rna..

Sara was lyk:*w7laylah,83d yn6rna min msa3a*

 Ameera was lyk:*Marinooooo 8oly lah 5l nrooo7 brada,abey Cade* (Ameera had a crush on Cade,she had to drink it at least two times a day).

Re7na w5dhaina some soft drinks,ao Ameena bought 3 Cade`s w rdaina elbait,slmna 3la mama wrkbna to my room,bdalna ao 83dna nakel akel ams elba8y,Ameena went to take a shower...

Tamanyna ela els3a 5:30,ao bdlna bnro7 elmojam3.

We enterred and went to the cinema,we bought tickets for Avengers,ao 83dna namshey as the movie starts at 7.R7na el 7mam (a normal thing,as lazim n76 makeup ao elred lipsticks,as omy matr`6a,so mn76 min elbait).Kmlna ao seda r7na pinkberry,ya 7oby laaaaaaaaaaaah....!! :$

After getting our pinkberry`s and finishing it up and walking around,we found out it was 6:45 already,so we hurried to the cinema,bought some snacks and we found our cinema hall and ana w Ameera gave the man our tickets.Saroo kant wrana,she had that pink dress on,that made her light brown eyes look amazing. 

      While giving the man her ticket,he gave her a broad smile,asking her how was she?which school,how old was she,me and Ameera stood their laughing,mateena min el`67k,sara didnt answer any of the mans questions she actually hates such guys,that flirt with girls.

     Most people,min kther tklmna fl movie w swaina comment,a7es ena 7aso yaboon bess eshelona w y6rdona,bess kl3ada a7na makamlna elmovie ao 6l3na min elmiddle... I love every moment i spend with those two... (A7med Raby alef mara ena he gave me this blessing of Sara and Ameera )...

    Most people bgolon my story is boring :P mafey 7ob mafey drama,mafey haloon bess ill say yew just have too wait....

   Sara and Ameera stayed in my house for two nights,we mostly sat up till 4 in the morning watching movies,aw just randomly checking pictures of girls in facebook.My brother would usually come and stay with us,and by my brother i mean 8asooom. 8asoom loved Ameena wayed.he would usuallly pull her hair,aw when she is sad ero7 y7`6neha.Ameena well was his other sister.

        We had this  neighbour madry shsm elryal bess 3nda wld jameel 7ada,i liked how he looked wayed,bess ehwa kan shway 3od he was tall,kind wayed tall which made him look lyk 20,bess m7s he is l2na usually i see him in the mornings in school uniform..

   On Monday the 15th of March,ana w Ameena kina 6l3een without Saroo,as she was in Saudi visiting grandmother,this time ra7eena a park.When we entered,9dfa l8ayna Yara,(Yara and Ameena where classmates,bess Ameena hated her,as one time Yara did something bad to her),Yara was that beautiful half Palestinian girl,she was tan,not tall nor short,and had 2 deep cheek dimples and one on her chin.Yara was with Layla (her fully Palestinian best friend,whom also was hated by Ameena,)Layla was just gorgeous,green eyes dark blonde hair,very white and she had freckles.

                     Ameena and Yara and Layla were once best friends,but something happened that changed that all. Do you know the moment when you just turned 13,and now all that mattered was how pretty were you and  all those shit, well Ameena used to not care of how she looked,and they harassed her that lead to her pain and people making fun of her and to the new Ameena..

Chapter 1

Kan youm wayed moshms w elkil kan 6al3,esawoon sun tan..Me,and Ameera and Sara were getting ready to go...
Well i better introduce ourselves...-..
               I am Marina Mohammed,15 years old and the only daughter with five brothers.Ameera Yasir,a blondie with an amazing tanned skin that people couldnt stop staring at her
Sara was the little short,tiny black haired one,but her style was amazing.
Well,Ali and Ahmed and Qassim and Faza3 ao 3bood are my brothers.Ali and Ahmed are twins,ao Faza3 a9`3r min 3li ao a7med eb two years w akber miny eb three.8assim is 11 and 3bood 8...
We live in a normal house,mob wayed 3ood wla 9`3eer,abooy Dr.Mohammed khalil,ao inshallah ana b9eer Dr.Marina Mohammed.Omy Fayza Ali,a teacher.Ameera methel ekthy min om thanya,fe ayam tmor lama omy msafra 3ady 3ndy anadey omha mama,between her mom is Aliya Ali,ao et9eer e5t elmama,ao mob ay e5t she was mama`s twin sister.Sara t9eer rfejtay min ma ewt3ait 3l donya,well you see she was born 2 days before me,and her mom was my mom`s roommate,ao we went same kindergarten ao halon.. lets get back........
     It was a very hot Friday morning,kna barzeen 7ag eltan,bess nn6er Badhoor eyey (our driver),Badhoor has those green eyes,that i always get lost in when i look at and 3nda elslam tongue mylf`6 (r.l.k.s)3dl. Lma ya rkbna w 83dna wra,thlathetna kilish energetic,68eenha comments 3l kil sh59 emr w kil syara..Kint msh`3ool a7e6 ke7l fe 3yoon Saroo,elzaga 3eneha 3saleya :(
Ya reet lo 3ndy 3eneha,lama w9lna....
      L8ne mokan wmb67na,msht Ameera 3na(as she loves elb7r),tmait weya sara going (oooohhhhh)wen a hot guy passes,and (booooo) when an ugly on did.
Yew know i was 15,teenager and all i thought off was boys and how to be more prettier  and popular and kil hal ashya2.I was young...